Friday, January 26, 2007

"Usually I Like To Get Kissed Before I Feel Fucked"

Ten weeks down...thirty weeks to go.

I have been puking my guts up for the past two days. It hurts to talk. I can't eat solid foods. I've been reduced to water, gatorade, and popsicles.

My mom called me a wuss yesterday. Said it was all in my head.

Britney Marie

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Pinfeathers and Gullyfluff

I really don't know how much more of this I can take. Will someone, anyone, please give me relief for 24 hours???

As you can see, it isafter 2am, and I still have yet to go to sleep. At 11:30pm, I tried to lay down for bed, and fifteen minutes later decided to get a shower. My mom said that lavender bath stuff would relax me and help me fall asleep. So, after sitting in the tub for a while, I tried to go back to bed at 12:10. I have been laying in bed from then, until now when I got up. No position is comfortable. If I lay on my stomach I feel sick. If I lay on my side, my leg hurts. If I lay on my other side, I feel sick. If I lay on my back, I'm not comfortable.

Every few minutes I munch on crackers to help settle my stomach, and it works for about ten minutes, before I need more.

I have to get up at 6:45 today for class, and I haven't gotten any sleep. I have a full day ahead of me, and at the rate I'm going, I'm not going to make it. 8am-12:15pm I have class, 12:30pm I have a meeting with my adviser, after that I come home to pack, 1:30 I leave for my 2:30 doctor's appointment, after that, it's time to travel to Panama City.

I also can't stop sneezing. Which, in turn, makes my nose run and my head hurt.

I have never heard anyone complain this much while pregnant. I must be some sort of mega-wimp. Ugh! But I can't help it. I feel like crap!!!

Where is a bullet through the head when you need one?

Britney Marie

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

I Wrote The Gospel On Giving Up

Things have not been going well for me. At least not lately.

I can't find anything to eat. Everything makes me sick. I am so tired of eating bland saltine crackers, but they're the only thing that settles my stomach. I doubt I'll ever eat them again after this. Along with bottles of water. I am so sick of drinking nothing but water too!

I'm having to drop one of my classes now. Stretching and Relaxation. I can't even do that. I got so dizzy during the warm-up last class that I had to go sit outside in the cold to feel better. I have an appointment with my adviser tomorrow to see what else I can take.

The nerve running down the back of my right leg is killing me. It's the sciatic nerve I think. Ugh! It is so painful! The only remedy I can find online is to lay on the opposite side to keep the pressure off, but all that does is make it throb less.

Ricky and I ordered fried rice and I can't eat it. I am tired of eating Fettuccini Alfredo for every meal of every day. I don't want to eat anymore of it until I get to Atlanta this weekend.

Last night, Ricky and I went to bed at 10:30pm, and I didn't fall asleep until almost 2am! I was wide awake the whole time. I couldn't get confortable at all.

I'm freaking out also, because I get so sick in the mornings it's really hard for me to get out of bed to go to class. I'm terrified that I'm going to fail my classes, and not graduate. If I don't graduate this semester, I'll NEVER go back. When will I have the time?

My pants don't fit already. And it's weird, because I've actually only gained (by my scale as of yesterday) 2.5lbs. Now, an extra 2.5 pounds should not be making my pants tight! What the heck is going on???

Deidre and I are supposed to be going to the Fall Out Boy concert this Friday. I'm definately still going, but I'm scared that I'll be sick the whole time. I've been lucky enough not to have thrown up yet. (yeah like you needed to know that!) But that doesn't mean I don't feel like I'm going to constantly!

Also, I'm going to be this huge blimp in Ricky's sisters wedding! As much as I'm looking forward to Gert's big day, I'm dreading taking any pictures!! Selfish, I know, but I can't help it. I'm going to look awful!!! Ugh!

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

"Do Snakes Have Hair?" "They Do When Their Ferrets!"

Ugh...I am not doing so well. I skipped out on my three classes this morning. I just couldn't drag myself out of bed. It's not for lack of sleep, Ricky and I were in bed by 10:30 last night, and I didn't have to get up until 7am. I just feel like crap that was hit by a bus. I have hardly even gotten out of my pajamas. Last night I got up from to couch to take a dvd out of the player, and I thought I was going to hurl my guts up so I had to sit back down.

This really sucks. Hopefully there is only 3 more weeks of the awful morning sickness. Oh, and by the way, whoever coined the term "morning sickness" is a dirty rotten liar, because I feel like crap all day!! I'm so glad we're having twins so I only have to do this once...then again, because it's twins, everything has been heightened. Ugh!

In other news, Deidre and I are going to a Fall Out Boy concert this Friday. I don't care if I have to ride with my head out the window puking along the way...I am going to this concert if it's the last thing I do!!!

My cousin Parker is also coming in this weekend. Hopefully Deidre and I will get back in time on Sunday for me to go by and see him for a while. Maybe I'll skip my Tai Chi class on Monday and stay in Panama City and extra day. Then again, it all depends on how I'm feeling. I may just want to head home.

Ok, well, I've sat in an upright position for aparently too long...I need to go lay down. Ricky should be home in less than two hours...Ok, nap time.

Britney Marie

PS. My next doctors appointment is this Thursday, so I should have some more sonogram photos to post then.

Monday, January 8, 2007

Foods That Make You Go *blech*

If I never see another saltine cracker again, it will be too soon...*blech*

Britney Marie

Thursday, January 4, 2007

Sonogram & A Surprise

We're having TWINS!!! Here's the sonogram from 12.28.06 (on top, when there's one baby...) and from 01.04.07 (on bottom, where there's two babies!)



Tuesday, January 2, 2007

I Have Had It With Theses Motherfucking Snakes On This Motherfucking Plane

I heart this movie.

I have been so sick lately. This baby is really kicking my butt. I've done nothing but park my behind on the couch and get up to go to the bathroom, take a shower, and go to bed. I felt alright today, so Ricky and I did some running around to get my books for next semester. I have felt like crap for the past few weeks though. Poor Ricky has been making me food that I can never finish. He's been really great to me though. He's so sweet. He wrote a blog about the baby the other day. It's pretty funny.

Alright, well, I'm off to see if Shoney's has responded to my email to send our local Shoney's more pie (Shoney's strawberry pie is the only thing that sounds remotely appetizing lately...and they've been sold out for a week now!!! How much does that suck???). Ok, byes!

Britney Marie